New year new start? I doubt so. New year is just like any other day. No? Have been feeling really sucky these days.

1. Family problem - Has been getting from bad to worst. Not really issue between family member but other issue though. Inconvenient to say much here. After all, 家家有本难念的经。

2. Friendship issue - Damn boring topic but seriously, so sick of it. So, I surrender. I wash my hand off this matter man.

3. School work - Switching of track may be a really bad idea. From IT to business, totally no link at all. Started to regret but it's kind of late. Spent almost 9K already so I guess even if I want to withdraw, it would be an expensive lesson for me to learn. Going for lecture or lesson with empty brain back home always. So what's the use of going to school? Super duper demoralizing but what else can I do?

Always wanted to study and do revision at home but nothing went in my brain, everything seem like so alien to me. I tried but I don't think I'll be able to make it without motivation, determination, perseverance and fighting spirit.

For now, all I can really say is I'll just 走一步算一步。I believe in fate, everything that lies ahead is already finalized. But I also believe that we're able to control what will happen to certain extent. So, I'll still bring my empty pea brain to school and still try my best.